Relationships

I am utterly amazed at all the new couples that have popped up within the last few months...

How do I feel amidst all the amore? What do I want? What SHOULD I want? So many questions plague my mind. Relationships are perhaps not the most pressing piece of business floating around inside my twisted noggin, but it's definitely somewhere in there.

On one hand, I am happy about having gotten through all my relationship stuff this past year; it's one less thing to have to think about. On the other hand though, it's something that I want, but I know I shouldn't, because the reasons for it are all wrong. My affections are constantly strewn this way and that, I don't know who I like or who I have a crush on... it is just so frustrating. I constantly wonder, oh maybe I like this person or, oh is she the one? or stupid things like that. Am I jealous of other people? If something ever comes up and I have the opportunity to date someone, would I do it; why would I do it? Aalsdkfja sdfiohgosdjfkfgowriaffdjlskfasdfaskdf whyamIateenager. -.-

Hormones suck. Except that they make me grow taller. Aasdlfkj.